Walking at a very slow pace across the Brooklyn Bridge, preoccupied that I have to be in Montclair, New Jersey, in a few hours, as I was invited to a film screening in a small festival.

It is very hot… I can hardly put one foot in front of the other… I have to go and take the metro to Central Park… It’s getting late. I am very thirsty and tired, and suddenly at the end of the bridge there is an indigenous girl selling mangos just like in Mexico. I couldn’t believe it until I realised that small cup cost 5 dollars —3 times the price in Mexico, and the portions are three times smaller! Still, I gladly bought my mangos and tried to have a conversation in Spanish with the girl… Like where she was from, but useless, she was silent, probably very scared of this old man; he may be a pervert or worse, an ICE agent. I ate my mangos while admiring the Frank Gehry building, and then, like magic, I wasn’t tired anymore.

I took the metro to Central Park, a truly religious experience —anything goes —it reminded me of the one in Mexico City, but this one was way more dirty.

I got out more or less near the Plaza Hotel. I had to be in Central Park West, where a limousine was waiting for me in about an hour, so why not walk trough the park? I arrived beside the lake and felt very tired. The weather had turned; it was freezing now. I sat on a bench by the lake, and just besides me there was a pair of very expensive Italian glasses. There was nobody nearby, and then I looked to the lake and there was this woman screaming and trying to drown herself. People started shouting, and an ambulance and firemen came. Now it was drizzling… I realised it was getting late, so I picked up the glasses, which I assumed belonged to her; she obviously wasn’t coming back to fetch them. I walked to where I was to meet the film director —she is very particular, so I can’t divulge her name or anything about her —sorry, she will probably assume that I am trying to cling to her fame if I dare mention her.

The day after, the organisation that paid for my plane ticket — Neon —told me that I had to take a covid test before boarding the plane the next day to Mexico City, and guess what? I was positive. I went nuts worrying about what I was going to do —no hotel, no money —so I decided I had no choice but to try to get on that plane, maybe they would let me pass.

I was lucky that they didn’t ask me for my test results; if they had, I would probably be dead by now… without a place to stay and no money, I would have had to go and sleep with the hobos by the docks.

I went onto the plane fully covered by an n95 mask. I felt really guilty until I realised nearly everybody else was coughing, and even harder than me; in fact, I forced myself not to cough inside the plane.

I arrived back in Mexico… home sweet home; after five days of isolation, everything went back to normal, with a new pair of glasses.

Kuate.

August 1st 2025 Mexico City.

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The inter-reign I am changing paradigms, first have to sell my family house in mexico city after 62 years living there, so i am free to travel for a while, then move to a beautiful tree house in the forest.

These paintings express the time we were locked by covid, my actual house, escaping to the countryside, my new destination, of course there is always the danger of being burned alive in the dry season thanks to climate change.

These last three years we were locked now we are being punished with a war that most probably will turn ugly, we had three years in silence working and preparing for the apocalypse, we are ready.

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We begin 2022 with an exhibition of three digital prints in La Juanita with the only theme marihuana, of course we are in favor of the full legalization, not only to benefit big companies but everybody, Portugal has legalized all the drugs and since then crime has gone down, La Juanita is a coffee-shop, they can only sell products based in hemp they are not allowed to function like the marihuana cafes in Amsterdam, we hope some time in the future they will.

Three digital paintings, printed in giclée, framed in acrylic emulsion, they were made during the covid lock down, we hope you enjoy them while we wait for the full legalization of this blessed herb.

Unfortunately our flag bearer Carlos Rentería passed away suddenly, the counter culture hero lived too fast, he left us his struggle for the legalization and La Cafeteria La Juanita (main partner), he is waiting for us in our paradise where nothing is forbidden.

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Empezamos el año con una exhibición en La Juanita, tema único “marihuana”, claro que estamos a favor de la completa legalización de esta planta medicinal y que no solo beneficie a las grandes corporaciones si no a toda la banda, como en Portugal donde el crimen bajó gracias a la tan mentada legalización, La Juanita es una cafetería en La Colonia Roma donde se vende productos a base de cáñamo (hemp), ojalá que en un futuro cercano pueda funcionar como los cafés cannábicos de Amsterdam mientras tanto a aguantarse.

Son tres pinturas digitales que habitan el espacio interior, impresas en giclée y enmarcadas con emulsión acrílica, esperamos que las disfruten mientras se legaliza la hierba bendita.

Desafortunadamente en estos días nuestro abanderado se nos adelantó demasiado, El maestro Carlos Renteria el gurú de la Contra Cultura, Nos deja su lucha por la legalización de la marihuana y la cafetería La Juanita socio fundador, ya lo alcanzaremos en nuestro paraíso donde seguro no habrá prohibiciones.

1981 I came back to Mexico after living eleven years in England, I went right back to search for my roots, joined the Aztec Dance, travel though the states of Morelos Puebla Nayarit, Chiapas and Guerrero lived with the Indigenous people in fact i am writing a short novel about those adventures.

This paintings are the result of five years of pilgrimage though the magic of México topping it with a one Man Show at CREA Gallery.

 

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